Cinta seorang pendosa

kerap kali hati teringat akan dia
mengimbau kisah lama
kenangan lama
kadang sampai menitis air mata
terkenang dia

namun,
aku acap kali lupa
akan cinta abadi
kerap kali lupa akan dia
yang sentiasa memandang diri
yang ghairah mengejar cinta dunia
yang lalai tika senang

terase diri ini sangat berdosa
terase hati kian hitam
terkenang masa lalu tika susah
sentiasa ingat kepadanya
aku harap diri aku yang dulu kembali

cinta itu bukan perlu dicari
tapi perlu dihidupkan

result semester 5 ~see it from the bright side~

Today, i got my examination result for semester 5
emm, a bit disappointing because it is not achieved my target

and also because last sem is the most 'serious' sem than other sem
other sem I just playing around..
and a bit jelousy because their result are flying color,,congrate to them

How i'm gonna tell my parents about it, I really do not know how to tell them
although they will say 'it is ok'
maybe I just keep it silent

But I need to accept it, maybe I just not studying very hard...
and I need to study harder than for this last sem..

Ya Allah, thank you for this result,
I take it as a challenge and remainder from U and see it from the bright side
Only you know the best for me

Success is not final, failure is not fatal: it is the courage to continue that counts.
Winston Churchill

~ it will be okay in the end, if it is not okay, it is not the end ~

footnote: i hope my health this year is better than last years

voucher rm200!

this week i just got the voucher rm200,,
what am i going to do with this??
all my book that i needeed is already bought in sem 1
so,
i bought these all

islamik punyer,,yg paling best indahnya hidup bersyariat..niat da lame nk bli bku n p mhl wooo...nsib bek ad voucher n

so what im going to do with another Rm 100???

2011 is going to end..

Assalamuailaikum...

many things had happened in this year..sadness, jealousy, anger, hate, happy, love...

and those will reminds in our heart and mind,

that will be a guide to our path in next year 

although those memories may give depress feeling in our heart

this year will be a teacher for our life and also other years to..

it will help us in making decisions and face this cruel world

that still had light in it

and will become a spirit to us in our journey

although we do no know what will happen in the path that we choose,

but we know we can make tomorrow better,

and also mistake that may be continuous,

but for sure..we know there's hope in our road,

a step forward that make us closer to be adult,

closer to lead this world,

closer to death

and closer to day of judgement..

so, just make up our life for better life and well prepared for our next life

and remember this world is only our stop by to fill our 'tank' before continue our journey

whether happiness or suffering 

my 3rd tca

well, today is my third tca at clinic ent

usually i enter room 2 or 3,but today room 4..and i'm a bit uneasy about it

 then doc assess my both ear and ask which one is better,

i said it just same

the doctor a bit worrisome,and he ask me if i want to do operation,

yes, i want to do it because i know my eardrum is cant be recovered anymore except surgery

and i'm sick enough to be an almost deaf person

and doctor said i need to be make sure that infection is not happen after surgery

so,my next tca is

20/2 pta (listening test)

20/3 go to see doctor at ent for a assessment whether i can to do the surgery (thympanoplasty)

24/4 i will be warded and i will warded for 3 days

doctor ask me yo maintain my health before the operation (make sure not fever, flu and infection in the ear)

well,that the hardest thing to do

i called my father to tell about it and as usually,,he is worry..hahaha

nak balik u dengan bas!!!

rasa nak balik kampung je,,

then col ayah..tut.tut.tut...click

helo ayah,

teh nak balik kampung minggu ni,balik sini dengan bas,ayah kan nak pergi kelantan hari sabtu tu,

ayah:

naik bas?!dengan sape..hmmmm,,sempat kot hantar teh balik,,mak pun nak balik cepat dari kelantan..

teh:

ala ayah,,naik bas duduk je kan,,boleh ek??

ayah:

emmm,,teh col mula r,,bincang dengan mak lu

~~hahahaaha,,that my father...although i'm already 20 (21 in another 1 month), he still worrying about me. But,i love my parents

MERDEKA! + 7th grandchildren

i have 2 good news today,

1st, i had done sit my final exam for 'sem 5' although others is in sem 6..

but something bad happen to me,,i'm falling down because of the slippery floor..luckily it happen in my block..

and my knee is hurt....

n i went to town for walk although my knee is hurt with my friends by interesting bus called 'BAS BANDAR'

TQ to my for treating me a meal, McD...

2nd, i got new niece today!!

so now my parents have 7 children but only 1 hero,,huhuhuhu

more people more merrier!!

MY CHRONIC OTITIS MEDIA ~2ND TCA~

i have seen my doc at 2nd tca 21/9/2011

doc have seen my ear and say that my ear are moist

he told me to keep my ear to dry,so i must cover my ear with cotton swab with vaseline everytime i want to tak a bath,

he also advice me to chose my food because of my sinusitis,

he gave me medication, nasonex for my sinusitis (on daily),laratadine (prn) and sofradex (prn) and my nest tca 3 month

http://www.umm.edu/otolaryngology/ear_infections.htm