2011 is going to end..

Assalamuailaikum...

many things had happened in this year..sadness, jealousy, anger, hate, happy, love...

and those will reminds in our heart and mind,

that will be a guide to our path in next year 

although those memories may give depress feeling in our heart

this year will be a teacher for our life and also other years to..

it will help us in making decisions and face this cruel world

that still had light in it

and will become a spirit to us in our journey

although we do no know what will happen in the path that we choose,

but we know we can make tomorrow better,

and also mistake that may be continuous,

but for sure..we know there's hope in our road,

a step forward that make us closer to be adult,

closer to lead this world,

closer to death

and closer to day of judgement..

so, just make up our life for better life and well prepared for our next life

and remember this world is only our stop by to fill our 'tank' before continue our journey

whether happiness or suffering 

my 3rd tca

well, today is my third tca at clinic ent

usually i enter room 2 or 3,but today room 4..and i'm a bit uneasy about it

 then doc assess my both ear and ask which one is better,

i said it just same

the doctor a bit worrisome,and he ask me if i want to do operation,

yes, i want to do it because i know my eardrum is cant be recovered anymore except surgery

and i'm sick enough to be an almost deaf person

and doctor said i need to be make sure that infection is not happen after surgery

so,my next tca is

20/2 pta (listening test)

20/3 go to see doctor at ent for a assessment whether i can to do the surgery (thympanoplasty)

24/4 i will be warded and i will warded for 3 days

doctor ask me yo maintain my health before the operation (make sure not fever, flu and infection in the ear)

well,that the hardest thing to do

i called my father to tell about it and as usually,,he is worry..hahaha

13.12.11

for  a long time we have not messaging each other..and i cannot stop thinking whether MIZ still need me or not so, i decide it tonight...

me
i wanna ask u something.
MIZ
yes?

me
do you still love me??
MIZ
u think?

me
i dont know
MIZ
what your feeling ?

me
i asked u first
MIZ
i ask u second

me
i feel like only me exist in this relationship, if before u said my heart like a stone,,but now its like yogurt..even when i want to the question just know, my body is trembling and i started to cry..
MIZ
hahaha,it is?

me
u dont want to answer it??ok fine
MIZ
if i not answer it?

me
people said silent means yes, but dont know that 'yes' is for which question, whether still or not
MIZ
silent means yes? like want to marry...hahaha

me
i'm serious
MIZ
being serious about what?

me
forget it...
MIZ
i don't remember. cinta elysa's drama is quiet interesting right?

me
~~~not replying MIZ message~~
MIZ
ok,i luv k...still luv

>___<,,so happy!!

nak balik u dengan bas!!!

rasa nak balik kampung je,,

then col ayah..tut.tut.tut...click

helo ayah,

teh nak balik kampung minggu ni,balik sini dengan bas,ayah kan nak pergi kelantan hari sabtu tu,

ayah:

naik bas?!dengan sape..hmmmm,,sempat kot hantar teh balik,,mak pun nak balik cepat dari kelantan..

teh:

ala ayah,,naik bas duduk je kan,,boleh ek??

ayah:

emmm,,teh col mula r,,bincang dengan mak lu

~~hahahaaha,,that my father...although i'm already 20 (21 in another 1 month), he still worrying about me. But,i love my parents

MERDEKA! + 7th grandchildren

i have 2 good news today,

1st, i had done sit my final exam for 'sem 5' although others is in sem 6..

but something bad happen to me,,i'm falling down because of the slippery floor..luckily it happen in my block..

and my knee is hurt....

n i went to town for walk although my knee is hurt with my friends by interesting bus called 'BAS BANDAR'

TQ to my for treating me a meal, McD...

2nd, i got new niece today!!

so now my parents have 7 children but only 1 hero,,huhuhuhu

more people more merrier!!

miss him or not,i choose not

i hate MIZ?yes

i miss MIZ?no

my heart??no feeling

MIZ did tell me that MIZ had come back for several days, n now MIZ already there!

arghhh!!

nevermind,juz do what u wanna do but i'm not gonna die if u not here :b

mood : no feeling,,hahahaaha

osce sem 5

today is for osce,,hahaha...do you know what is osce??i just know when i ask MR GOOGLE (a bit ashamed bcos i just know it although i'm 2 years and a half in dis field)'

OBJECTIVE STRUCTURED CLINICAL EXAM (OSCE)

as the name suggests, an OSCE is designed to be:

• objective - all candidates are assessed using exactly the same stations (although if real patients are used, their signs may vary slightly) with the same marking scheme. In an OSCE, candidates get marks for each step on the mark scheme that they perform correctly, which therefore makes the assessment of clinical skills more objective, rather than subjective, which is where the examiners decide whether or not the candidate fails based on their subjective assessment of their skills.
• structured - stations in OSCEs have a very specific task. Where simulated patients are used, detailed scripts are provided to ensure that the information that they give is the same to all candidates, including the emotions that the patient should use during the consultation. Instructions are carefully written to ensure that the candidate is given a very specific task to complete. The OSCE is carefully structured to include parts from all elements of the curriculum as well as a wide range of skills.
• a clinical examination - the OSCE is designed to apply clinical and theoretical knowledge. Where theoretical knowledge is required, for example, answering questions from the examiner at the end of the station, then the questions are standardised and the candidate is only asked questions that are on the mark sheet and if they are asked any others then there will be no marks for them.

luckily all of my batch pass this test,,congrate u guys!!!

for more info..visit...http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Objective_structured_clinical_examination

FACT ABOUT OUR FACE

just had finished my practical at ent clinic

so,i want to share a fact that i get from a specialist about our face

the place that have the most many blood vessel is our face,

and the high risk of getting cancer because the blood vessel in our face is absent of valve and can be backflow.

so,,jgn picit jerawat anda yep

MY CHRONIC OTITIS MEDIA ~2ND TCA~

i have seen my doc at 2nd tca 21/9/2011

doc have seen my ear and say that my ear are moist

he told me to keep my ear to dry,so i must cover my ear with cotton swab with vaseline everytime i want to tak a bath,

he also advice me to chose my food because of my sinusitis,

he gave me medication, nasonex for my sinusitis (on daily),laratadine (prn) and sofradex (prn) and my nest tca 3 month

http://www.umm.edu/otolaryngology/ear_infections.htm

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